A Message From Debbie

THIS MESSAGE EDITED ON BOTTOM


I am sorry this is taking so long, but it is so draining to write about Jack that I just can't face it sometimes Today is one of the blue days where I seem to tear up over everything. I do miss him terribly and am only consoled by the fact that I made the right decision and my dear sweet boy is in no more discomfort.

The end came quite suddenly, but I had had a vague feeling that something was not quite right for a week or so. I was finishing up finals and my dear boy waited until I was done. He knew I wouldn't be able to function if anything happened before finals were over. So two days after my last final, my dear friend went suddenly blind. I had gone to dinner with my sone and when I returned he was curled up against the bathroom door. Behind that door was a little rescue puppy I am fostering and I think Jack was comforted by the sounds of little Jewels through the door. I am tortured by the idea that Jack was so afraid and I was not there. The rest of the night was hard and at about 5 am, we went outside and sat and watched the dawn come. We always loved the early morning in the yard and I know Jack enjoyed every minute of it. We spent the time making a paw print and smelling flowers ( he loves to eat them) The air was so sweet filled with the scent of lilacs, viburnum and honeysuckle. Now when I smell those favorite scents of mine, I think of Jack.

I called his doctor in Columbia at 7 and asked if he wanted to see Jack. He was very appreciative for Amy had already told me that bad thing about the hospital is that people take their dogs home and there is never any feedback and the docs can't learn anything because they never know the outcome. Because they had been so wonderful to Jack, I opted to take him to Columbia for his euthanasia. Maybe they could learn something that would help the next Jack who came to them.

We had a wonderful trip in the car and Jack perked up as we stopped at each of our special spots, Pershing State Park, roadside parks, and of course his Wendy's hamburger and dairy queen. Jack so loved to go in the car and he always went everywhere with me, temperature permitting, so i think it was fitting that we took one last road trip.

Arriving at Columbia, I met Paul at Amy's house so he could say goodby and headed to the hospital. When we got there, I could see that many eyes were filled with tears as they looked at Jack. He had made so many friends at the hospital. It seemed everywhere I turned someone was coming up to Jack and talking to him. I didn't even know some of them and then there were his wonderful doctor, Dr. David Bommarito and my student Mike Factor, his onco tech, Lisa who he loved and Coral the receptionist at the hospital, who always gave him treats. We saw his surgeon, Dr. Luther and many of Amy's friends who came to see us. Lisa took and Amy assisted as they placed the catheter to administer the drugs. They gave him an optho exam which shoed the eyes were perfectly normal, that the blindness was central which to me meant the cancer was back. I think the doctors may have sensed I wasn't quite ready and they asked if they could do a CT to make sure the blindness was indeed from the cancer and not just sudden blindness which affects some older dogs. I wavered and much to my daughter's dismay, I opted to take him home for one more night and think about the CT.

Of course, Amy had much stronger feelings about the prognosis than I since she has the knowledge. But the evening was good. Jack and I had time to say our goodbyes and he had time to tell me it was time for him to leave. When morning came, I immediately called to say there would be no more CT, needles, x-rays, etc. Jack was ready to leave. We went tot he hospital and in one of the most peaceful and miraculous events of my life, I lost my dear friend, but felt such a sense of relief which was his gift to me.

The post mortem and Ct done after his death shoed that his brain was eroded with cancer and the skull and muscles of his head were nearly gone. Yet dear Jack had shown no neuro symptoms, no personality changes, no pain. And that was the miracle of his end and his last gift to me. He helped me get thru school and now as I enter nursing school in the fall, I owe Jack and all of you who gave me extra time I needed to come to terms with saying goodbye to him, everything.

He was my empty nest dog and we were absolutely suited to each other and I know that ther will be a spot in my heart that Jack will always fill. For if one lives in the heart of those he loved, that is not to really leave.

Jack's ashes now rest on the mantle with a baggie of his hair and a picture of my boy. I am still tearful every day after this time, but the sharpness of the pain is diminishing and I smile no through the tears when I think of him. I remember that had he stayed he would have been in pain and that would have been selfish of me.

I can't begin to thank you all for all you have meant to me and jack.

love
Debbie and her angel Jack




EDITING TO SAY:

I know I forgot to tell you all of his last moments. They will be with me forever. As the anesthetic they administered began to make him sleepy and head began to nod, he suddenly sat bolt upright and reached over and touched his nose to mine, then he laid down and put his head upon Amy's feet, which is the way he slept all of his life. I think so you could not get up and leave without him. I think he knew that he was going ahead and at that last moment reached out to us and gave us such comfort with those small gestures. I thank all of you and the good Lord who sent Jack to me when I needed him and let him stay with me until I was ready to let him go. I miss you Jack.

Love,
Debbie

Last Pictures of Jack

Debbie told me she tried to post a long entry on here but, somehow, it disappeared. It took her over an hour to write it. It's really frustrating when something like that happens. Since she has limited time on the computer, she will try to post again as soon as possible but can't promise when that will be. We'll be watching for it. In the meantime, she sent these pictures. The one was in the car on the way to Columbia, and the others are the last three taken of our beautiful boy Jack.

We miss you Jack!!

Joanna

Note To Debbie

Sequia said...

Oh Debbie, I am so so sorry. I was shocked when I heard.
You were such a great mom to Jack.
I just called you and left a message.
I miss you guys!
Hugs,
Cynthia

May 13, 2009 9:57:00 AM EDT

Quick Note From Debbie

Debbie said...

Thanks Judy so much. I am in such a state this week. it seems like it has been an age since Jack left, but it hasn't even been a week. Hoping to find time to fill every one in here on what happened at the end. Jack's big extended family deserves that. It is just so draining, so I am hoping I can get around to it tonight.

love and hugs,
Debbie and Angel Jack

May 11, 2009 4:13:00 PM EDT

GOODNIGHT SWEET PRINCE - COMMENTS

Judy said...

Debbie, my heart is breaking for you...I was so stunned to read what was going on with Jack...

Jack will live in your heart forever. The first thing I thought of was I couldn't get a memorial into the newsletter for Jack...I won't forget for the next issue...I want you to know that he will be remembered by many...

Thank you so much for sharing him with us...

Your beautiful boy is with Mike and he was also greeted by Cody and Kayla...

Hugs to you my friend...I am so, so sorry for you. Judy

May 5, 2009 7:55:00 PM EDT

GOODNIGHT SWEET PRINCE

I just got off the phone with Debbie. I know it's been a very long time since either she or I posted here. A big part of the reason for this is that she has very limited access to a computer and has been without a phone this entire time until Saturday night.

Up until recently, Jack had been doing quite well. But, I'm heartbroken to say, things have taken a turn for the worst, and as we were talking, Debbie and Jack were on their way to Columbia (where he had the surgery and treatments), and the Dynamic Duo is on their final journey together.

Debbie promised she will post here as soon as possible, so she will give you all the specifics, but last night, Jack went blind. The blindness is not the reason he will be going to the Bridge today... there were a number of other things that were going wrong too, but I don't want to give you misinformation, so I'll leave that for her to post.

Please keep Debbie and Jack in your prayers. They've both put up such a great fight, and all of your love, support, donations and prayers have given them so much more time together than they ever thought possible.

WE LOVE YOU BIG JACK!!!! You're buddy Mike is up there waiting for you, and you will finally get to meet. I can see you now... our two White Shadows running and playing together. I miss my Mike so much... please take care of him (he's smaller than you, you know). Run, chase squirrels, chase each other and enjoy your new found youth and health together. Your Mommy and I will see both of you someday. BE FREE BOYS!!! WE LOVE YOU.

Oh God I wish I could stop crying... but Debbie is like my sister, and Jack... well Jack was like my own heart, Mike. Even though we've never met in person... the four of us have a bond that will never break.

I'm closing for now. I can't write anymore. We'll have to wait to hear from Debbie.

Again... Thank You.. Each And Every One of You... God Bless You All.

So Much Love and Many Blessings
Joanna

Debbie and Jack said...

Gee, I just want to update everyone on Jack. We have gone past our year anniversary and he is still doing well. Relatively symptom free. However the sneezing is still with us. No blood however which says it is just sneezing, not tumor. I am hoping to get some curretn pix on here for you all to see. We took a long walk along the river and had a glorious day in the warm sunshine of Indian summer. To all of you who gave so much to us, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for saving my Jack

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

October 25, 2008 10:57:00 PM EDT

I got a two line e-mail from Debbie this afternoon. Here's what she said:

"Thanks Jo for posting. I miss everyone so terribly. Have my bone practicum and 3 big exams next week so will be really nuts. Please let everyone know how much I miss talking to them and hearing about them.

Love you
D & J"

We Miss You Deb!!!

Love & Blessings,
Joanna

I just got a quick e-mail from Debbie. She was really short on time and had to catch a bus to go home. She's still swamped with school but said she loves her classes.

However, some things never change.. Debbie is still Debbie. It seems she fell on Saturday and thinks she cracked a bone in her right arm. Oh my gosh.. will it never end for that girl? Of course, injury and all, she went out to work on the fence Saturday after she hurt herself. I swear.. her new nickname IS TIMEX.... She TAKES A LICKING AND KEEPS ON TICKING.

With all the rains and winds they've had in the last ten days there has been more damage to her house .. rain coming in the ceilings on the second floor.

She said Jack is feeling fine but hasn't had an appetite the last few days. I hope this changes and he gets his appetite back.

I e-mailed back to her and told her I would post for her. I don't know when she'll get the e-mail or get a chance to e-mail back or post.

Please keep her and Jack in your prayers.

Love & Blessings

Sequia said...

18 credit hours? What was she thinking? I hope she doesn't educate herself into the hospital as an in patient.
Poor Jack, hang on buddy, you will see mommy soon.
Give them all bugs from me.
Cynthia

August 31, 2008 8:17:00 AM EDT

DEBBIE NADOLSKI IS ALIVE AND WELL AND LIVING IN MISSOURI!!!

Just wanted to let everyone know that Debbie is fine (well... don't know about fine, but at least she's alive and breathing :P ) I got an e-mail back from Amy yesterday and finally got an e-mail from Debbie this morning... although I think she sent it last night). I'm not quite sure where was when she e-mailed, but at least we know she's ok.

She started school and is already pretty wiped out and looking forward to the three day weekend. There still has been no sign of the Pell Grant, and she's still without a car or phone. Poor Deb.. I swear, she's got to be absolutely the most motivated and driven person I've ever known. I just hope it doesn't take it's tole on her. She did say that she's already really frazzled, and "I can actually feel my heart racing all the time"... that scares me... too much stress is NOT a good thing. According to the e-mail I got from Amy, Debbie is taking on 18 credit hours.... it's no wonder her hearts racing.

Poor Jack is missing his Mommy. Without a car, she can't take him with her, and since Debbie's Mom has Finn, it would be too much for her to keep Jack there while Debbie's at school. So Jack just has to be the patient pup that he is as he waits for her to come home. :unsure:

Debbie wanted me to post here and let everyone know that she's ok, and misses you all. She'll post as soon as she can, but there's no guarantee as to when she'll have access to a computer again. If I hear anything else from her, I'll be sure to let you know.

Love & Blessings
Joanna

Debbie and Jack said...

Hey Cynthia, yes it has been way too long. I saw your news about Benji though. Was so happy to hear that. Where was that bunny site anyway. I looked and looked and came up with nothing. Thank goodness you found them.

Started school this week. It is kicking my behind. I fell last night and nearly killed myself. Jack got into a wrangle with a schnoodle last weekend. Still no car, no phone that works. Will be back as soon as I can.

Love and Hugs,
Debbie and Jack

Joanna Says:........ It's about time you write something... my gosh.. I was REALLY worried about you. Welcome back!!! Hugs to you and the Great White Wonder!!!

Sequia said...

Hey Debbie1 Are you still without a phone? It's been sooooooo long since we talked. I miss you.
hugs, Cynthia

August 21, 2008 12:10:00 AM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Thought I would let you know I will be immobile this weekend starting in the morning. Mom is leaving town until Monday, so I will not have any transportation whatsoever. I sm taking Finn to my house for the weekend but will have no way to get anywhere. Luckily I have tons of tomatoes in and that is my favorite food in the summer. Will take the bus early on Saturday to the farmer's Market, so I can freeze some sweet corn and can tomatoes for the winter. That should keep me busy and the temperatures are supposed to be delightful here. Perfect canning weather.

Take care nnd have a good weekend.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

August 14, 2008 7:37:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Jack and I have had a busy day today. Starting at 6, we did yard work, then ran to Grandma's house to drop off little Nell Diamond, the pup we keep at night. She is actually Finn's sister who was returned from her first home. After that, Jack and I went to the horses and sprayed the weeds in the driveway (300 feet) and washed all the horses. It has heated up again today so they enjoyed every minute of their shower. Then it was off to school to buy books, etc. Everything is set except the parking pass which costs, so that will have to wait. No big deal, I have no car anyway. HA!

Just found out I need health insurance to be admitted to nursing school. Now there could be a hitch. Where would I get the money for ins. Haven't been able to afford it ever at least since my divorce. I have always felt the reason I am healthy is that I have avoided doctors. Other than a yearly exam and mammogram and visits to the chirpractor, I really never need a doctor. I use homeopathic remedies and they work fine. Haven't taken an antibiotic since 1979 when Amy was born. Oh well we shall see what happens.

Well, it's a great life if you don't weaken. I am just immensely grateful that I still have Jack beside me. Don't know what I would have done if I had lost him.
So grateful to all of you for everything.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

August 13, 2008 5:17:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Well today Jack and I are painting. I already got a drip of blue on his tail. I told him he needed to wear some overalls if he was going to be near me while I am painting. HA

I have so much to take out of the house, but then the trashmen won't pick up more than four bags and dumpsters cost an arm and a leg to set. What's a girl to do. I guess just keep plugging along. And thankfully because of you all, I have my Jack to keep me company.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

August 12, 2008 1:51:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Well I have really been out of the loop. No car, no phone, no computer and that horrible heat we had made for a stay at home gal. Now at least the phone is back on although for how long I don't know. My car is still at the shop awaiting funds to fix it. I am hoping to have it by the 25th so I can start school, but it is not looking good. Anyway, c'est la vie.

Jack continues to progress. The healing inside his nose is getting better and there is not nearly so much for me to clean out. He is sneezing frequently, mumch more so than usual, so of course that worries me. That was the first symptom which sent me to the vet, so I worry that the cancer is reestablishing itself. His recheck will have to wait until I have my first 3 day weekend from school. Without a car, I can't get him down to the vet in Columbia even though they want to see him in August. It is looking like November may be the first time i will be able to travel and that is dependent on the car situation. Have exhausted all avenues to get him there, but have come up empty-handed.

So will continue to pray that he improves daily. And that there will be good news awaiting us in November.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

ps Cynthia, that is great news about Benji! Good job!

August 11, 2008 5:09:00 PM EDT

Sequia said...

I made a mistake. It isn't $264.00 but $164.00 away!

Cynthia

July 30, 2008 11:07:00 PM EDT

Sequia said...

Debbie,
I miss you guys so much. I never hear from you and I am always thinking of you.
I am glad to hear that Jack is doing well.
I have some good news too!I found this website that is only for bunnies. www.bunspace.com
Anyways, Benji is now only $264.00 away from seeing the specialist!
I am thrilled!
Cynthia

July 30, 2008 7:33:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Just a quick note. Jack and I had a car to use this morning, so we enjoyed a day out. It was wonderful. Especially since the heat is returning in earnest tomorrow. I wish the rain would stay and keep it cool.

Have to run, but always want to let you know what is happening with us. Hope all of you are having a blessed summer.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 30, 2008 6:39:00 PM EDT

Debbie and jack said...

I tell you, this no car, no phone, no computer stuff makes you feel really isolated. I guess this is a good time to get to know the inner me. As far as I can tell so far, I am pretty boring.

Mom needed help to take Finn to the vet, so I get a few minutes to let you all know what is going on with the big guy, Jack.

I actually think his nose is clearing and for the past two nights he has left my room in the middle of the night and gone outside to sleep on the deck. I take that as a good sign that he is able to be alone. It looks like I won't be able to get him down for his fall recheck. No car and they won't let him ride on the train or the bus. I need to go before the 25th when school starts, but it is not going to happen. The car probably won't be fixed if it is at all until late September or October. So Jack and I will have to wait for a long weekend when I am out of school, probably Thanksgiving. So it is good that he is doing well.

Love you all and thanks for watching over us.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 29, 2008 5:14:00 PM EDT

Debbie and jack said...

Today Jack and I spent the morning at the horses. The weeds are chest high. I sure hope the mower guy comes soon. But since the weather is so cool, we both enjoyed the outing. Lots of ticks though, they were crawling all over me as I drove home. Hate those creepy things! I am sure the horses are full of them, but there just wasn't time to check everything. It has been so hard to find a ride out there with my car broken down. My neighbor was kind enough to give us a ride today, so didn't want to impose too much.

Jack is still doing well, although he has a lot of yuck up his nose where I can't get to it. Wish I could take him to the vet to get it cleared. No money tho, so I will just be glad that is all that is going on with him. He tries to sneeze it out and sometimes I think he is successful. Poor baby just pants and pants since his nose is stuck up. Today seems to be a particularly bad day, while yesterday was not. Who can tell why, just glad he does have some free breathing days.

Little Finn is sleeping on his back, he now weighs 35 pounds that is a 3 pound gain since Monday. He is a handful. I spent this morning trying to find a no pull halter that would fit. Only Petco has it and I refuse to pay double the price of anywhere else, so we will just fight it out until he grows a bit more and can wear the ones at UPCO.

Must check for ticks on the dogs now. We are so lucky to have you all in our corner.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 25, 2008 2:07:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

I am almost afraid to brag about our weather lest it change. It is so comfortable, a high of 78 today. A bit humid, but it is Missouri after all.

Jack and I have been walking and doing chores which it is normally too hot to do this time of year, like going into the attic. Normally you must take oxygen to breathe in July.

Spent the day with Mom and Finn. That pup has no sense of personal space and Jack's is well-defined. If you could only see his face as a puppy butt lands on his head and the rest of Finn ends up at his tail. Can dogs grimace? He was protesting at first, but now he just groans as if he has given up trying to teach him any manners. I do think he loves him. His previous owners came to take him for a walk with his mama and Jack was not at all pleased that some dog was with his puppy. Did a lot of husky talkin' which brought Finn back his direction. But the chance of freedom finally won and he took off up the street. Jack was pretty sad without him, but pretended to be disinterested when Finn returned. Finn had to do a lot of posturing to get Jack's attention again.

Well, better go see if the pup is up to something.

Thanks again to all of youwho are keeping up with Jack. He is doing well thanks to all of you.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 24, 2008 9:28:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

OMG Cynthia, is it your rotator cuff? That is excruciating. I don't know how they expect you to wait that long for an appt in such pain.

Got lucky in the accident we had, just back and neck and right shoulder. Not as severe as you. I am working at putting myself right again. Amy has a chiro friend who adjusts her for free.

Please take care of yourself. And by the way what were you doing by the gazebo in a thunderstorm. I can imagine you were rescuing something.

Love you loads,
Debbie and Jack

July 23, 2008 5:43:00 PM EDT

Sequia said...

No worries Debbie. Just glad you are back safe and sound. I hope ther were no injuries in the accident. Speaking of acciedents...I might not be able to post for abit. (Ok I cheated..I copied and pasted from my psot to Joanna but you will see why...)My gazebo fell ontop of me last night in that horrific thunder storm we had last night. Spent ALL morning at the clinic because my right shoulder is in excrutiating pain. Turns out that I have arthritis and calcium build up. I also have to go for a special ultrasound to see if there are any torn ligaments. The appointment is schedualed for ...get this.... Aug 19th! My arm is in a sling and I was told to rest it. On heavy duty meds but it still hasn't eased the pain. I was in tears at the clinic from the pain being so bad. That is not usually me. Over the years I have learned to tolerate pain but this...man it is brutal. Ok, all for now but pleased remember, I am reading every day about you guys. I miss you, miss you , miss you and miss you more. I wish we could just up and travel to the states.

Hugs to you and JackCynthia

July 23, 2008 12:48:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

The day dawned bright and cool and Jack will enjoy the day. Like me, there are a few days every summer when we really wish we could afford air conditioning. Now I try to reason that I am going green, which I am doing in every way I can. Hey I am not even driving, (okay, so my fuel pump went out), but I have walked to the store 3 days in a row, so I am benefitting healthwise and energywise. My mom keeps her AC turned up so high, it is actually more comfortable in my house most days.

Jack right now is spooning with little friend Finn(my mom's new dog) and they are both snoring away. So cute. Wish I had a camera with me.

Got my financial aid for school figured out yesterday. One thing done. I do have to find money somewhere to fix the car. Must get to school and also back to the vet with Jack for a recheck. Only $600 but might as well be six million to me. sure hope the economy straightens out soon. My problems are small compared to young families with children who are having to choose between gas and food.

Out for a walk with the boys and then to Meals on Wheels with a friend.

God bless you all in all you do today. Thanks for giving Jack back to me. Each moment I have with him is precious.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 23, 2008 12:24:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Cynthia, Can't believe I forgot to reply to you yesterday. Sorry. I will try to call soon if I ever have a phone. May just have to borrow mom's, although she has limited minutes. Or perhaps my phone will be back on soon. Ryan is working hard on that one since Amy and I are tapped.

Love and hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 23, 2008 12:03:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said..

Well I am back safe in the arms of my boy Jack. Was he glad to see his mama? And he had a nose full of you-know-whats just waiting to be picked. I guess he wasn't a very good boy for his grandma so the nose picking didn't go well.

The trip was hot and horrible and at the same time wonderful. The car broke down (serpentine belt), we got rear-ended (ouch) in St. Louis and we were on county road not even shown on the map most of the time. Usually got about 4-5 hours sleep and spent the rest of the d ay driving along the river meeting Paul and Brad with water, electrolytes and food. I am a speed camper now and can pitch a tent in record time and break it down. I know now that the only truly necessary thing in life is water, water,and more water, whether it be shower (heaven), drink, or toilets ( I never want to see another porta potty again).

And what is it about river dirt? It sticks like glue. I swear my toes will never be the same again. Can't tell if they are tanned or dirty. Anyway Paul finished in 84 hours (that includes sleeping time). That was 340 miles in some of the most miserable weather of the summer. It was great achievement for him and we are all very proud.

But the best part of the trip was coming home to Jack. He was so glad to see me. I missed him so, even though I had Mollydog and Louie (Brad's dog) who took very good care of me. When I saw that big white ball of fur, I felt tears come to my eyes. He is miserable in the heat and had spent a lot of time in the pool while I was gone. I spent all last night bathing him. It was fun. We both got in the shower and I sudsed him all up. He escaped twice and I am probably going to have to repaint. He even got water on the ceiling. Can't tell you how many times I stopped to unclog the drain. But now he smells wonderful and feels so much better. I still have some more brushing to do around his ruff. I don't know how that much hair is even possible.

Wanted you all to know that he is doing well and I am going to make his appt for recheck this week. A little apprehensive about that, but it needs to be done. After all they have done for us at the hospital, they need to see Jack again. Every little thing they learn from him will help the next poor baby who gets that awful carcinoma.

Love you all

Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 22, 2008 4:09:00 PM EDT

Sequia said...

Debbie, I am so sorry for the losses you are experiencing.
I am just glad that you will be with your family.
Who is looking after Jack while you are gone? I can call you if you are near a land line if that would make it easier. Just let me know. I really miss you.

Cynthia

July 13, 2008 10:14:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Cynthia, I am so sorry. Things have just been so crazy. Two deaths, one family and one friend. The weekend has been full of stuff. have lost our phones, can't pay the bill, so am pretty isolated. I did however get numbers off today, like yours, so plan to call you this week while I am travelling with Amy. That is if I have any service with anyone's phone out in the boonies where I am headed.

Wanted to let everyone know that Jack has had no more urine dripping episodes. He only does it when I am brushing his back and pelvis. Don't know what that is, but not serious the vet says, just strange. He takes after his mama I guess, very strange.

Will be out of touch for the nest week or so. Have relative in tomorrow before a memorial service for a cousin and then leave late at night for primitve camping with Amy while Paul does his 340 mile river kayak race. Looks like it is going to be the hottest week of the summer and we will be camping near the river. Oh boy! Sounds great! Anyone want to come? Dont' you just love ticks. I will be leaving Jack at home. The river is just too dangerous and he would jump in first change he gets and the heat is too much. He will be much safer and happier at home, although we shall both be lonely.

Thanks so much for everything you all have done. You all are very dear to us both.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 13, 2008 8:18:00 PM EDT

Sequia said...

Debbie, I haven't heard from you ,or anyone for that matter, for quite awhile. I was away last week but am home now.
Hope you and Jack are well.
Cynthia

July 10, 2008 1:24:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Thought I would leave a short report about Jack. Went ot the vet and she could find no evidence of an infection. She says it is unusual for a male dog to develop urinary incontinence and she gave me three options. Treat with antibiotics anyway(very expensive), wait a few days and do another UA, or wait until symptoms appear again, do another UA, andsned to an outside lab for analysis. I opted for the last and cheapest. I am hoping it was a one-time thing. I had been brushing him in the pelvic area, tail, perhaps I caused some sort of stimulation to his urinary tract. Anyway I am hoping that is it.

Took the new pup and he was an angel. guess he has forgiven me.
Jack and I are going home to sleep tonight, but will be back in the morning to babysit young Finn. I fell like I have a grandchild.

Have a blessed and peaceful sleep, all

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 9, 2008 11:37:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Well the pup is mad at me. A few minutes ago he got up on the kitchen counter. Just his front paws that's how tall he is at 3 months. Anyway he pulled the phone off (don't ask me how, I wasn't looking) and got tangled in the cord. He was running to get away but the cord held him and his feet were running but going nowhere. The terror in his eyes wasn't funny, but I was laughing. He is now under the desk and won't let me touch him. I think he thinks I did it. I had just told him no when he jumped up and crash, all H broke loose! Hope he forgives me. I am beginning to see why his name used to be Big Dummy. He is a caution!

Heading to the vet now, so am a little nervous Don't need anymore bad news. Found out my tire was not fixable. That was all I needed to hear.

Will let you know when I hear about Jack.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 9, 2008 7:23:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Going to the vet with Jack tonight. He has not had any urine drips for awhile but has had cramping and yelping while sleeping. Very weird. Hope it is nothing. I have no money, so this should be interesting. Glad I have a wonderfully kind veterinarian.

Had a tire blowout last night. Luckily not hurt and Jack for once was not with me. Did have a hilarious time while waiting for the tow truck though. That must be for later.

Will be babysitting Mom's new pup tonight. So the vet will be exciting. Wish me luck

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and jack

July 9, 2008 5:41:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Running into some problems with Jack. Tonight while I was brushing him ( for the umpteenth time today) he began to drip urine. I don't know if it just started or I have just missed it. At first Amy and I thought there was blood, but not we think not. Her #1 choice of diagnosis would be a UTI. Don't know if this is a new thing or if he has been harboring this since surgery. Might explain some of the lethargy he has been experiencing. I guess he just isn't feeling good.

So tomorrow it is back to the vet. I am trying so hard to pay off his vet here in town but every time I pay some, something gets added on. They have been so nice, but I have not been able to get this paid off in a year. How long can I expect them to wait? Well, I guess there is nothing to do but go and see if they will see him. If not, we will just have to wait and hope it doesn't get worse.

These are hard times for everyone. Thanks so much to all of you he has had his surgery. I could never have done that alone.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and JacK

July 7, 2008 11:16:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

A really busy and oppressively hot weekend has come to an end. A new addition to our fur family has come in the form of a 4 month old English setter named Finn. He has joined my mom's household, so have been busy all weekend. He neighbor had a large litter and after resisting them for 2 months, one of them was returned by the people who had taken him and that was all my mom could take. She called and the wonderful little pup is hers. I think the two of them will be very happy and Jack just loves him as does Mollydog.

As for Jack, the heat if really getting us with no AC. But it will pass quickly I hope.

Have much to do today but wanted to update you all.

Love and big Husky hugs,
DEbbie and Jack

July 7, 2008 2:09:00 PM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Hi all,
After a stormy night and an hour in the basement during a tornado warning, the new day has dawned sunny and bright. I have so much to do today to get ready for the kids coming home. The fact that I am so excited probably lets you know how dull my life is. I just can't wait for the kids to visit. It really has spoiled me with Jack being sick. I have been able to spend so much more time than ususal with Amy and Paul. Ryan is only an hour or so away, but he is a boy, so not nearly so interested in seeing his mama. And of course since I have no AC, no one has stayed with me for years. They grew up without it but since they went away they have become used to AC, so my mom gets lucky and has them at her house. I really like the lack of AC. I am able to work in the heat and it doesn't bother me. There are ususally only a few weeks where I think I am nuts, but who could afford AC anyway? Of course I do look pretty silly in the grocery store with my sweatshirt on and it is 100 degrees out!lol

Jack is a little slow today. Spent a night of sneezing trying to get something out of his nose. Very vigorous sneezing. I didn't even bother to look, I just stripped my bed and took everything down to the wash. Today, the sneezing has subsided, but I think he is a bit sick to his stomach. I hear it rumbling from across the room. He did eat a bit of Spot's Stew at Grandma's this morning, so at least he has his appetite.

Been brushing him a couple of times daily and think I am catching up to the shedding a bit. I must be diligent however or he will get ahead of me on that front.

Working in the yard every day this week, I am almost caught up with my back gardening. However, I have gotten a rash all over my arms, probably from carrying armloads of yard waste to the back alley. I believe it is caused by hollyhocks. I love them, but they do make me itch. Didn't see any trumpet vine, but you never know some could have crept in without my noticing. If that is the case, I will be worse before I am better

Wishing a happy 4th for all of you and safe travelling. Jack sends love to all of you who have given him so much. It is hard to think that I would not have him now without you. Thanks again.

Love and big Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 3, 2008 11:14:00 AM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

Storms off and on this morning have put everyone into panting mode, except of course, my Jack who has no fear of anything, including fireworks. People started setting off fireworks last weekend in earnest so between the thunder off and on and the fireworks, Emma and Roscoe have been pretty stressed out. And I am sure with the fireworks on the weekend this weekend, it will just be awful. I had been working in the backyard on Sunday evening and was being showered with sparks from across the alley. The dogs were scared to death and despite my polite request to stop, it continued. I just gave up. I have begun to hate the 4th. Just another excuse for people to get inebriated and act stupid. It used to be my favorite holiday and I think it still would be if it didn't last for three weeks! I really worry about Emma, she almost begins to look glassy-eyed after so long and she spends all day in the bathroom backed into a corner. I turn a big fan on to help mask the sounds, but she still feels the vibrations. I do the same thing for thunderstorms. She was never afraid of storms until she became so afraid of fireworks. Everyone in my neighborhood is setting them off, so there is no way to keep them away from her.

Jack and Roscoe have come with me to post this morning. I wanted to bring Emma, but I can't lift her in the car anymore and my Mom is not help there. So just the two came and I left her home with two fans going. Roscoe has finally settled down and spending the last ten minutes barking in my ear as I typed. The storms must be passing at least for now, so I am hoping that Emma has found some relief at home also.

This morning Jack has been blowing and sneezing and actually flinging big green you-know-whats out of his nose at me. They seem to be wet and very green, so am a bit concerned that infection might be coming on, so will call the vet today and see what they think. He has been terribly lethargic this week unless we get visitors,but he even greets them halfheartedly. He has been grumpy with his siblings also which is very unlike him. Hoping it is nothing. His appetite is good and I am heading to check his weight today. I have not seen him eat the last two days albeit his bowl has been empty. That could be my little pudge, Emma, getting some extra food. LOL Just what she needs.

Ryan is home today so he is taking me to lunch which will be fun. I am really looking forward to spending some time with him. Amy comes home tomorrow and is off for three weeks? Her summer break. She is in her last two finals, Food Animal and Orthopedic Surgery today. I am sure she is as anxious for tomorrow as I am. Can't wait to see her for an actual visit, not just hi and bye in a day.

Probably am rambling on now. I am wishing all of you a blessed and safe 4th and hoping you all can find time to spend with family and friends.

Jack will be wearing his red white and blue tomorrow. Hope I can get a picture to show all of you his extended family. God bless you all for helping us.

Love and Husky hugs,
Debbie and Jack

July 2, 2008 11:01:00 AM EDT

Debbie and Jack said...

I can't believe I forgot to thank Jo for posting the pictures of Jack. My computer knowledge is very limited and I don't know what I would do without her.

D & J

July 2, 2008 11:04:00 AM EDT